Thursday, October 21, 2010

It’s Been Awhile

Yes, I know, and I’m sorry.  But then, I doubt anyone’s actually been reading lately anyway, so does it matter?  LOL  Probably not.

So, what’s been keeping me away?  Well, what hasn’t?  Mostly, its been my emotional roller coaster of a life keeping me away, but also, I’ve been very down over some personal things and haven’t wanted to really inflict that upon anyone anymore than I needed to. 

However, despite feeling like my life is at a dead end and nowhere to go but down, I’ve been making an active effort to be a better person.  To be happier, not so judgmental, and more than anything, to just not let things bother me so much.  And well, to be quite honest with you, it’s not been working very well.  LOL  It seems that the people surrounding me are bound and determined to bring me down. 

And yet, I keep trying. 

However, there are some good things in my life.  Both of my kids are happy and healthy.  They’re both also actively looking forward to Halloween as well.  But then, who isn’t?  My husband and I are as happy as we can be and are getting along well, despite the financial crush we’re under.  My cats, despite almost losing Darby a few months ago, are as fat and obnoxious as ever.  The hamster?  She’s as tubby as can be and happy.  Hell, even my fish are happy. 

So, I’m trying.  I really, really am. 

And to ease the pain of my griping, here are some happy pictures.

Cali watching Noelle. 

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And my favorite fish, Morgan.  And see, doesn’t he look just ecstatic???  LOL

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